March 31, 2005

  • Just for the heck of it... I clicked back to exactly one year ago to see what was going on in my life then... what I wrote.


    And to my uttmost surprise, it was a time of hell as well, just like right now.


    Now, when I think that I cannot get through it anymore and want to let go so badly, I am reminded of last year...


    When I also thought I wasn't going to make it. Getting new roommate, job searching, food poisoning, etc etc etc...


    But now look, it's three hundred sixty five days later and I'm still here.


    Still in living hell, yes, with new drama, new job headache and new health problems...


    But, I made it.


    I made it past another three hundred sixty five days with the love from friends and family and a good boy.


    There are so many that contributes to me seeing the sunlight tomorrow.


    1 phone call, 1 hug, 1 message, 1 tight hand squeeze, 1 reassuring look in the eyes, 1 kiss, 1 memory from you...


    And that means,


    I can go through another three hundred and sixty five days.


    Even if it means exactly one year from today, I'm in another level of "living hell",


    At least I'm living it.


     


     


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