February 8, 2006

  • I realized recently that I write a lot better when I am angry.


    Aside from the one time that I was trying to conceal my anger on AIM from an old friend of mine and then she turned it around and asked me, "You're not angry? Then why are you spelling correctly?". <~~ type scary


    While cleaning out mai mailbox recently, i skimmed thru sum mails i wrote wen i was either angry or dead @$$ serious... i was totally amazed (and amused, considering i lauffed out loud) @ sum of the werds i used in those letters . After being 1st stunned by my sumwut harsh words, then 2nd lauffed @ mai rarely used, therefore, silly-sounding vocab, i thought to maiself... hey, how come i dun use that werd nemore? it sounded cool if it came outta mai mouth on a daily bases.


    I don't want to be an angry writer, though. I don't want anger to be my push of correct spelling/grammar. It shouldn't be my inspiration or muse.


    I'd much rather it be love.