September 23, 2011
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Mad
Do me a favor, don’t piss me off. Now in addition to that, don’t piss me off at night time!!! Do you know how fuckin’ HARD it is to go to sleep mad?! And I have to wake up early in the morning to go to work! Yeah, the exact thing that screwed me today, I gotta face it again tomorrow not only angrily, but now sleep-deprived thanks to you. Honestly, you makd me feel like a damn fool. How I always wait for you. I waited for you before, and I still wait for you now. What the fuck am I doing?! When will you stop having me wait for shit? Ok, so you couldn’t be here for me, you couldn’t even show any concern any other way? Geez, thanks a lot. Thanks for making me feel shittier on my already shitty day. Of all things to fail, I didn’t think you would. At the end, texting empty words… then strung me along another text just to leave me hanging and waiting for you AGAIN. But of course, I’m guessing you’d have fallen asleep at this point. At least one of us can actually sleep now. For some reason, I suddenly feel like so much of my efforts, thoughtfulness, and sacrifices were in vain. If you cannot even do this much for me, then you weren’t worth what I did for you. What the fuck.
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