I don't think you should only be thankful during Thxgiving season, you should always be thankful of things in your daily life. Just like how you should love like everyday is Valentine's, start anew like everyday is New Year's, and be happy & kind like everyday is Christmas. I would like to try.

Well just the other night, I was in the car with Mikey, and I was saying things are so different from last year. It's kinda hard to believe it's only been a year that's passed by. It felt so short, and so long ago, too. This year's Thxgiving, I'm a little gloomy in particular because I'm constantly remembering last Thxgiving. I hope this will go away soon, cuz I really don't wanna be trippin' over the past. And pointless past, at that. I'm happier now, I have great friends around me, and a guy that loves me. I don't wanna let images of last year to get in my head and make me frown. But honestly, I don't think it can be helped (CURSE THIS ELEPHANT-LIKE memory of mine! xO) I want to make awesome new memories with new people this year, and let THIS be the holiday memory I look back on.

For the remainder of the year when it gets cold, I'll probably have these rushes of memories again. But I don't pout because I miss it, I pout because I let it bug me when it shouldn't. I want the day to come where I'll be ok with it, because that'll mean I'm TRULY over it. Don't rush, just relax. Humph...

Here's to:
Thxgiving hot pot & game night!
Xmas shopping & wrapping!
Dinner & movie w/ Drew
and my favorite - ICE SKATING!!! xD

Go go Linny!

Grumpy. And miss my babe. That is all =T

Um, sorry about [below] >_< anger I drooled on the pillow today, SO MUCH! It was a small pool. It's my week with Kitteh, and Nov seems to be looking well. Not too many plans or outings, hopefully save some money for that holiday shopping. I miss getting gifts for ppl and wrapping them - one of my joys in life. I saw mommy on Friday for bday dinner, and then 4-pack game night. Sat was w/ the boy, followed by trip to Mikey's for TV and pr0n-con talk. So much nekkid things! Oh Mai geebus. Aladdin was great tho, I'm ingenious w/ my 3D idea Sunday was with Ace again. I LOVE our days together! Eating, walking, chatting, napping are the BEST! No joke. It's almost unfair how great it feels xP Iz a happy Linny. BRING ON THE HOLIDAYS!