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  • Okay... I can't take this anymore. My mind can only hold so much and anyone who knows me well knows that I never just let shit go.
    When bullshit floods, it's time to let it overflow. Hey, I don't like fighting on xanga, but if that's where you start it, it'll be where I finish it.
    So if you're pissed at why I am doing this? Ask yourself why you decided to utilize xanga instead of approaching my face.


    BS#1-
    Jennifer Yeung, your small but constant action of cyber-stalking is irritating me. We do not know each other (well), we have nothing to do with each other (anymore) and I harbor nothing but negative memories and feelings toward you. Of course, you are not the only person who roams around this place. Others would consist of friends, acquaintances and strangers. However, I have not nearly enough negativity for them as I do for you. Plus, no one visits at your frequency of three times a day (and with three different names, too). My only conclusion is... you want me~
    But sorry, hunnie! I like men. That and, I just got out of a terrible dilemma of a love triangle and don't need more drama. Besides, if I was to swing the other way, my eyes would be set on Gracie and not you. So... sorry to break your heart


    Woman, what the f*ck more do you want from me? I already lost a brother because of your ass, I have nothing more to give. You will never find anymore stories about him here if that's what you are looking for... because there is no more him and me! My life story is definitely not something I want to share with you, so get the f*ck outta here as you are s0o0o0o0o0o0o over the horizon and above the clouds not wanted here.


    If what I say doesn't matter to you, then why did you run away? HmmmMMMmmMMmm?
    Ni mei you lian gen wo ju xu jiang hua, que you lian yi zhi pao lai zhe li?
    Ha. Feng nu ren.




    BS#2- I'll deal with you in person. That's the least you deserve.

  • it started with...


    the mike-ster, hoom cudn't tie a bow, so made it a "winston" knot, b.k.a. A TIE


    then~~~ on to the craziness of Fung Wah bus for 4 hours to deliver this to...


    ur Gracie-ness!

    (i thought it was beh xP but mikey realli enjoyed the whole "tiny @$$ present in big purtee bag" gag)


    us mocking the beh-ness of sed purple cat


    smOOching the gracie. (aaron, wth r u doing? ) she squatted @ the door and squealed fer a gud half a minute wen surprised by us. (thx carla!)


    off to roam around... while i napped, aaron brings u this:

    it was amazing... TADAHH~!!


    got sent to their room after dinner w/the babson gang (yayuh!) and here aaron gets in touch with his inner chun-li


    dun kill us, gracie! >_______________<;; it was real quick! i'll disinfect it fer u if u wanna =X


    finally, frum aaron & me (other than ourselves)... near-2-dozen purple carnations

    (ya kno i gotta make that big. freakin gorgeous! flowers and b-day gurl)

    ^______________________^

    (u can't c it but we also got her this kick face purple custom-made crystal necklace that beats errthing, of course 

       From day 1's tardiness and dizziness... to lip-syncing w/aaron on Fung Wah (omg, gotta show u pplz his clips! )... to the whole xcitement wen we finally met up w/carla and surprising gracie in the babson library in the middle of err1's final studies... and shooting pool, aaron running around and trying to "scare" me like a lil kid to his mom. To dinner w/err1, new faces. Having Betty & Wendy as our guides... watching Taxi... then getting our brains f*cked up by Little Black Book (horrendous, never watch that sh!t, boyz & gurlz!)... Cheese burger pizza in the middle of the nite~~ aie... late nite chatz w/diff pplz...
       Then day 2's lunch session w/Big Mama's House & Dirty Dancing. Missing the cab and train twice!!  Hiking down the bleh Babson roads and singing New York, New York loud and obnoxiously >=P heh heh... Falling dead asleep on Fung Wah, shivering to its AC..... and finally kissing the floor of C-Town and hailing the sign that read "Welcome to Manhattan- City Mayor- Michael 'I'm an asshole' Bloomberg"
       Bulgolki @ San Soo Kap San was sooooooo uber delish!! xP***

  • summer's in...



    going on all-fruit diet.



    hmm... one day i'ma do this to Mokona. this is not mai bunny, btw!



    Scary MAY-bies


    [x] 05.05 - Gracie turns 19~!! last of the teenages xP
    [x] 05.09 - Carrie turns 22! (wanna c u, gurl )
    [x] 05.17 - Shyrl turns old! i mean 22! hehehe <~~ need 2 take more single pix of u xP**
    [x] 05.17 - Ki turns old, too! damn piggies and ur double 2's <~~ need single pic of u, too. but then ehh, aaron, ki, same thing!! xD nah nah, jp!
    [x] 05.22 - "Male Lin" turns into fossil. nah nah, i realli lost count tho! [insert pic here]
    [x] 05.24 - Mikey is L-E-G-A-L~! we gon sip bacardi like it's yo burthday!  ah hahaha
    [x] 05.26 - Mai fav n!GG@, Mo, turns 22 (yet another 1)
    [x] 05.27 - Linda's twenty-two, too! [insert pic here]


    and i kno i left sum out, too. u pplz' parents make me sick!!! pueh xP***

  • George's 22nd Bday party Saturday @ Iguanas....


    wow, saw madd (bayside) heads that i haven't seen since like ancient rome xD


    Jason, Mike Ô_ô, Ricky, Viv, Barney... met new pplz and this nice couple that i never learned the name of 



    bday boy & meeh


    recent events: good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good, bad, good and bad.

    I just lost a family member of mine for the first time in my life. It's so freakin absurd and disturbing...

  • *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*
    stranded @ Dz cuz I left mai keys in Mikey's car... which got driven off to Stonybrook... not to mention along w/mai precious discmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan xO

    but this was so uber amuzing, a la shih mei:

    HeaVenLyMysTz: wont u ginf out if u go n buy s yivkry?
    HeaVenLyMysTz:
    tivkry*
    oo12:
    what the hell?
    oo12: i dont even UNDERSTAND that

    hahaha, d and i temporarily give up on tryinna figure it out... maybe we'll w8 til ron gets hea.
    Lin: maybe it's something "jet" cuz the letters next to "kry" is jet... but tiv is... ruc.... what? it still doesn't make sense.
    D: hahaha you're trying to decode Jan? xD
    Lin: it can only be to the left of the key cuz it doesn't make sense if it's to the rite
    D: is it backwards? ... nah.... just ask her on AIM before we shoot ourselves!


    on a very very VERY brite note
    mai new and improved (but still t-mobile) h0tneSs of a cell fone  x]  *yayuh*

    it takes pix that loox like this:
    <~~ Karen, mai co-werker hoo hooked me up w/that piece of sexiness xP**



    after 20 mins... digress and sum more... i figured it out!! i kno wut a tivkry is v^_^

  • lemee break outta that fer a second and bring u this...


    so L8 night (early morning, depends on how u look @ it) file organizing... sum convos i jes didn't lable 'em so well and man, i'm surprised by so many of 'em!!


    here's 1 that jes made me LOL


    watery wingz: oh... god... jack...
    watery wingz: the cat is in heat
    watery wingz: and she's shoving her @$$ in mai face...
    stezotwoz: then u know what u have to do
    stezotwoz: satisfy it
    stezotwoz: now!
    watery wingz: DUUUUUUUUUUDE!!
    watery wingz: and she's trying to talk to me!
    stezotwoz: talk to it then
    stezotwoz: or squirt water on it
    watery wingz: omggg
    watery wingz: y wud i do that?
    stezotwoz: to get it away?
    watery wingz: ohhhhh
    watery wingz: gudness... i thought it was... something else...
    stezotwoz: sick


    xD

  • Once again...


    "It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved before"
    is horseshit. Because the pain of lost love can only rival up to nothing.


    And do you know what nothing is? It is what rich people want and what poor people have. It is more evil than the devil and more powerful than God.


    Nothing is scary.


    You wanna try rival up to nothing? You better be gangsta.


    And apparently lost love is that hardcore.

  • Just for the heck of it... I clicked back to exactly one year ago to see what was going on in my life then... what I wrote.


    And to my uttmost surprise, it was a time of hell as well, just like right now.


    Now, when I think that I cannot get through it anymore and want to let go so badly, I am reminded of last year...


    When I also thought I wasn't going to make it. Getting new roommate, job searching, food poisoning, etc etc etc...


    But now look, it's three hundred sixty five days later and I'm still here.


    Still in living hell, yes, with new drama, new job headache and new health problems...


    But, I made it.


    I made it past another three hundred sixty five days with the love from friends and family and a good boy.


    There are so many that contributes to me seeing the sunlight tomorrow.


    1 phone call, 1 hug, 1 message, 1 tight hand squeeze, 1 reassuring look in the eyes, 1 kiss, 1 memory from you...


    And that means,


    I can go through another three hundred and sixty five days.


    Even if it means exactly one year from today, I'm in another level of "living hell",


    At least I'm living it.


     


     


    T H A N K  Y O U

  • Oscar: I dance like Usher
    Lin: Show me!
    Oscar: I'm just kidding.
    Lin: *laughs*
    Oscar: Who is Usher?


    Oscar: Hey, you wanna grab some 40z?
    Mike: Yeah, let's go!
    Oscar: I'm just  kidding.
    Mike: *sighs*
    Oscar: What is 40z?