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  • Reflections of 2oo4 !
    part II


    Six Flags Great Adventure
    (I knew it! I knew these pix wud come out in September wen everything is over already >___<;;)


    Aaron scarying pplz on da highway Ô_ô Our 2 cars were constantly bothering each other w/crazy faces.


    Groupy pic @ fountain, as always ;] (d waving off aaron's 'c0ck water')


    Warm up baby ride - the flying chairs (carrie loox h0t xP*** Look @ those baq pplz faces! O_O)


    Happy indeedly~ gracie spun outta control and outta the pic here >_<;;


    There, can ya find the psychos?


    Water effect bridge! we scurred =X


    NGz @ 6 Flagz


    Traditional @$$ prints. Can u find hoo's hoose?


    Ours! Tadah~!!


    Congo Rapids! Gracie & I got crazy wet


    Aaron! Wut tha heck r u l00kin @?!?!  xD


    All gurlz pic... wudda been so nice if pplz didn't keep doing that dumb camera flashy slap!!


    French Punishment


    Fire Works!! nice grin, err1

  • Saturday, September 18, 2004

    Ok fellas, I know that I always go against my words. I am so indecisive and don't really know what I need or what I want.


    But well, I think I got myself figured out. I am very serious this time and determined to go along with this plan.


    Like you said so yourself: you always go against your words, you're so indecisive and don't really know what you need or what you want; do you know what that says about the credibility of your words? Yes, even the words you're saying right now. It's bullshit. 


    I have decided to ask Jennifer out again. ( *cue gasps and mindless chatters*) surprise, surprise! I have decided to try my best to be with her and be happy for once. This time around I am putting her as my priority over my friends. (Wow, do you know how many of your "friends" read this? As in, it's a declaration of love or whatever bullcrap to one girl, but a kick-in-the-nuts DISS to all your friends having read that.) In any event, whether me and her do get reunited or not, I ask this. (Enough with the asking already. At this point, you do not deserve to have any of your requests granted by us "kicked-in-the-nuts latter prioritized" friends. How pig-headed CAN you be? "Here, I'm being a dick by telling all you straight out that when I get back with my bitch this time, I'm screwing you. But look! Here's what you gotta do for ME, alright? " Real smooth John, rrrrrrrrrreal smooth.)


    I know there are a few of you out there that will object. (You are using the term "few" very loosely here.) But hear this. You all been there for me thru thick and thin. (And you still remember that? Hot. So uh... why the stab in the back again? I must have missed it the first time you were trying to sound like an asshole.) But if you are truly my friend and want me to be happy, then let me do what I choose and support me. (Once again, you don't deserve to have your demands granted by us left-over scrap friends at the moment. 'Oh my God, did you hear that? He just told me to get in line behind his bitch, but wait, not before I do this noble thing where I throw away my emotions and feelings like I have none and blindly obey his orders. Go me!!') If you have nothing nice to say then please don't say it at all. (Fuck you! First Amendment right, fool!) Futhermore, if you have something negative to say....consider this the end to our friendship. (Aww, how sad...   FINE, PAYCE!)


    I am this serious.


    And don't think I'm not. Honestly, John, it's not that I give a horseshit whose chunk of ass you want, you can go after whatever yeast infected piece you like, even her poison-minded one. But get this- We had a deal~ Oh uh, I believe it was sometime on September 1st when I was trying VERY HARD to be a GOOD FRIEND by shielding negative information from you regarding your heartthrob when you said "Please, I need this. And if you tell me, I promise that I'll never get back with Jennifer". Now allow me to define the word for you:


    prom·ise   (prms)
    n.





      1. A declaration assuring that one will or will not do something; a vow.
      2. Something promised.


    v. prom·ised, prom·is·ing, prom·is·es
    v. tr.



    1. To commit oneself by a promise to do or give; pledge: left but promised to return.

    v. intr.



    1. To make a declaration assuring that something will or will not be done.

    It does not take a rocket scientist to figure out that I have just been gipped of a bloody promise, Mister Stonybrook.
    You know what, I'll be nice and not even hold you to your goddamn promise. Because as a friend, my priority isn't to redeem some I.O.U.1 'never go out with insert name here' coupon, but to look out for what's been threatening my friend's life goal of happiness and moreover, invading the happiness and convenience of his circle of friends as well. Since you want to be selfish, let's be selfish here. Aside from all the anger/sadness/frustration that relationship cost you, I'm going to focus on how much stress it put on us, AKA your chuck back friends. I'm talking about how we were isolated from you for an entire three hundred and sixty-five days like the plague, how you had the audacity to complain about the 'class' of your friends when they turned their backs on your malnurished friendship, how she forcefully stuck herself into Eric and my time to complain about everything about you that we (or at least I) supported regardlessly, how she ruined gatherings during or even before it happens, how uncomfortable she made us by inviting herself to our road trip, how uncomfortable she made ME by crashing my 21st birthday party, how she deleted your female friends' pictures from your computer (particularly Grace's), how she deleted your female friends' phone numbers from your cellphone and all those interrogations made by her puppy eyes and overly large Cantonese vocabulary to me.


    And time after time you make your friends bear the broading radiation of your nuclear bomb of a relationship. And you asked Grace and me to stick by you no matter what decision you make, yada yadi ya... Gosh darn it! If I had a boyfriend that was causing my friends this much headache, I'd toss him like a cigarette butt. But that's just me, cuz I care about my friends. In conclusion, in case you failed to notice... that the only reason why people are against your blasted relationship isn't so much cuz we don't like her... but because we don't like how you're up in the shit cloud all the time cuz of her! If you were genuinely happy, fine. But you're not and it spread onto us and breaks out like the most annoying pimple on your right nostril. Now how dare you to ask us for anything when you clearly declared on Xanga of all places that we'll be officially shoved to the back stove?


    You're really that pitiful, huh? That everytime Grace rejects you, you'll just go back to this girl whom you broke up with in the first place just to ask Grace out cuz you were obviously so much more in love with her. In that case, I take back everything I've ever said to support your action for that search of real happiness from my girl. Cuz you don't deserve her. At least she's real, and she knows what she wants in life, and she's loyal to her friends. I see now that you can never be good enough for her because you are no man. You are just a boy who's willing yourself to be a piece of garbage tossed back and forth between two girls and rendering all your friends expendable.


    You wanna screw this friendship? Fine, let's end it. I will make immediate arrangements to pay back my debt, so don't worry about that. Let's hope Jennifer and you last forever and ever... because you just earned an empty spot by your side with my absence...... but of course, it's not like you CARE.     


     
    3:34 PM - email it

  • ehh,


     Christine, you retarded bitch.

  • Reflections of Summer 2oo4:


    ID4 picnic / GS Competition


    Team Platinum
    The team that I predicted to take away this year's victory according to past years' patterns ended in last place due to unfortunate losses at Hot Balloons and Limbo. Good job, nonetheless. Representing team Platinum is Jerry, Barry, Aaron, Aaron, Carolina, Ahsa and Christine. MVP: Barry & Christine


    Team Silver
    Last year's champs returned this year and put up a tough fight. Although their performance was average in all events, they managed to tie at second place with Gold, but alas, losing in the final round of Up Down Left Right B.E.B. Members consist of Fred, Zhiqian, Long, Brian, Patricia, Elaine and Linny. MVP: Fred & Patricia


    Team Gold
    This team was off on a pretty rough path throughout the entire competition, coming in last in almost every event. But great teamwork placed them in second as they returned with full score in the Human Scavanger Hunt, and having never-changing support for team anchor, Eric, even as Tug Of War was transformed to Limbo. This golden collaboration is made of Bryan, Simon, Eric, James, Jennifer, Shih Mei and Peter. MVP: Peter & Shih Mei


    Team Kryptonite
    And finally, without further adue, the spanking new fresh team of the year; Kryptos-John, Mikey, Mike, Difei, Derrick, Grace and Julie brought the house down with their extraordinary performances. After 3 years of racing against Bryan, Derrick still managed to come in a consistant second with the help of John closing up the near-end of the race. Difei's amazing cleaverness in Up Down Left Right B.E.B along with his finish in Hot Balloons boosted the team from mediocre to ultimate. And for their grand finale, Grace stole the championship as the "Last Woman Standing" in Limbo. MVP: Difei & Grace 


    Ducks Crossing!
    The size-placed Limbo line. Honorable mentions to Peter, Ahsa, and of course, Fred aka "The Monster"


    Piggy-back Relay Race:
    1st runs
    1st-time cooperaters, Patty & Long VS God-siblings, Jei & Eric VS happy Mikey lifting his cousin Difei VS shy Aaron touching Barry like he's never touched another man before.


    2nd runs
    A worried Linny & Brian VS Light-weight combo Mei & Peter VS Sheepish John & Julie VS Long-time buddies, Ahsa & Christine.


    3rds:
    Closing up the end is Elaine & bball master, Zhiqian VS Good boys James & Simon VS a hyped Gracie & Dopey VS Jerry eager to mount Aaron.


    Getting ready
    Hotties Patricia & Peter exchanges a few words while Long and Mikey gears up to jet.


    Winner, hands down
    Bryan "Speedy Gonzales" flying past the finish line leaving Derrick, Fred and Carolina behind.


    Jump rope
    Who says it's a girl's thang? Eric and Aaron challanges the pull of gravity during break-time while Derrick and Mikey turns the rope that the girls made from Gracie's prop.


    Tug O' War
    In the blue corner-- we have Aaron Yi! *cues cheers and applause* And in the red corner-- we have Jennifershihmeigracecarolinaelaineahsa!  Guess which side won~

  • Long time no Blog!! Mai werld & time has been distorted L8ly xP**  Welpz, it came & went, mai BDay. Lots r worth mentioning:


    Day 1 >> September 3rd


    I went 2 bed and woke up with many bday wishes (literally, coz Mary came in mai room 1st thing in the morning and sed it to meeh and Shyrl called @ noon and woke me up to her chiming voice). I can't begin 2 name 'em all coz I tried & failed miserably. But a big THANK YOU to everyone hoo called, texted, IMed... Bing pplz, Stony-erz, Boston headz, AIM pplz, and those hoo made it here


    Wut a day 2 go fer a personal consultation @ werk but it did leave me w/a positive attitude (which onlee lasted til Sunday, but let's 4get that fer now =X). I dun remember how I got ready and all that stuff but soon enuff I was lugging mai bag of sheet/frisbee/volleyball/and summer pix into Ki's car. Jes wen I thought I was the 1st one there fer once, I was informed by Aaron & Carrie () that D, Barry & Ming r across the street getting FLASH LITES xP** L8er on, Oliber, James, John, Guh, Errc, Mei, R Kel, Bryan and Mary partied up and we went off on our way to grab food @ Fay Da bakery. It was @ this time that Mikey joined tardy and our 4 cars rallied up @ "big parking lot" where we planned how 2 get to Alley Pond Park in Bayside.


    Took us a while 2 get there w/our Asian driving & sense of directions but we made it~ It was already dark wen we pulled out the sheet and started eating. Then upon the arrival of Mike LIEN & Rich, we began our game of Sardines.
    [Sardines is a game we played wen we were young... where it's kinda like the opposite of Hide 'n Seek. U have 1 person hide while the rest of the pplz look fer him. And wen u find him, u hafta quietly hide w/him, so u can imagine wen it starts getting crowded @ that 1 hiding place frum all the cramming hiders (hence the name Sardines). Finally, the last person 2 find the grp will b the next 2 hide.]
    We had 4 sessions w/our flash lites and pairing up. That was purtee interesting (... not) and after sumodd more confusion, we were off 2 Aaron's.


    While I'd like 2 4get the stuff @ Aaron's place coz they were insignificant and even dumbtarded, if u will, let's pretend the nite ended @ COLDSTONE CREMERY next 2 St. John's where I was deflowered frum mai quality-ice-cream virginity. Mei, Carrie & maiself in Mikey's car made a detour to la famous Coldstone and got me a Cocoa Banana Cobana- GOTTA HAVE IT style  ^_________________^ (thanx so much, Carrie!!)


    Day 2 >> September 4th


    Walked to the library w/James @ 4 where Aaron and Guh sat patiently w8in.... and Carolina hovering over their afternoon shadows!!! Surprise #1~  Went 2 Monster where John & Errc were decorating the interior w/banner, balloons and crepe paper spelling out "L I N N Y". James sang a few Jay Chow's and the guys did some BSB and rock songs. Jei and Barry joined b4 ktv ended and we descended the steps to Main Street again. After mai 2nd foot landed on the groud of Monster's front door, I was greeted w/2 dark figures jumping up and down wildly and screaming in front of me. Mai eyes took a while to adjust (tho it wasn't that dark out) coz I simply didn't kno hoo 2 xpect @ this point and came 2 realize it's none other than Gracie & Carla lookin gr8 in some MAC as mai Surprise #2!  They told us of their adventure travelling here and buying presents w/the other Babson pplz as we boarded the 7 train.


    I believe we were around Queens Borough Plaza wen this grp of loud, mixed-race, party pplz stepped on the train. Our conversation was interrupted wen one of the guys wished me a "Happy Birthday" outloud after spotting the helium balloon floating above mai head. I thanked him absent-mindedly as I thought it was one of those short-lived random subway convos and I'd wanted 2 get baq to mai chat w/Gracie..... until the rest of his friends followed suit.... and then the entire cart joined them in a chorus of the Happy Birthday song with "Linny" appropri8ly inserted.  <~~ we were in utter amusement (Guh revealed he had hired them fer $20 per person  xD "How else would they have known ur name?", he argued). Soon, the crowd started egging me on to open the presents that Gracie & Carla brought along that I wasn't supposed to unwrap until dinner time. But heck, we revealed this:
    Gracie along w/the party strangers took pix of me taking the Build-A-Bear out and everything, I was so happy xP** and even more surprised wen I saw this:
    ... which I pressed and heard the 5 hoo got me this "Bao Bei" saying "Happy Birthday, Linny! From (in their respective voices) Gracie, Carla, from Betty, Fred, and grand master funk AKA Ahmed. (the girls) We love you~! *Ahmed chuckles here*". Absolutely LOVE. IT.


    And as if that wasn't enuff, Gracie provoked the crowd futher more w/the 2nd present, the Victoria Secret box O_o and it looked sumthing like:
    cept in pink & blk instead. Geebus, how I blushed furiously wen they started h00tin & howling =X  >_______________<;; I've never been so embarrassed & @ the same time . The leading guy asked where're we headed off fer dinner and if his pplz can join us. They echoed mai answer of "Olive Garden!!!" enthusiastically but got off 2 stops ahead fer Red Lobster  I was still recovering frum much shock after we finally left the station  xD


    Once again, we got ourselves sum gud Coldstone Ice Cream ala Jei. Yummy in the tummy walking thru the 42nd Street crowd sharing 3 "Love-It's" 2gether.
    Jei: Do u like it?
    Me: Noooo.... Love it!! xD
    James: I dun like it... *takes sum more*


    After an hour w8 or so, we finally sat our buttocks down in Olive Garden. @ this point, John and I were lookin @ the menu wen a voice popped frum closely behind me asking, "May I take your order?". I slowly turned around and was about 2 yell @ the waitor fer being so rude but screamed joyously wen Peter's face came into focus.  Surprise #3!! Took more pix, sat down, drank more and ate even more~~ after much talks, laufs and ID pix showing l8er, we're off 2 home. AIE, a crazy & wonderful nite ^________^ Thank u Guh, John and Errc fer planning. Gracie, Carla, Peter, Carolina and Aaron fer travelling & the big effort 2 come (Ahmed, Betz & Fred fer the thought--- and the BEAR!). And every single person hoo shared these 2 significant days w/meeh!!!!

  • guh / mei / r kel / d / gracie / mary / david / shyrl~


    john / difei ... and counting


    [edit: 5:35] OKAY! I GIVE UP COUNTING >______<;; or maybe l8er but now iz PARTY TIME!! ^__________^


    Thanks everyone fer ur bday wishes!! <33


    Guh called in particular, how swt ^_^ and i loved mei's coz she went "Pooka1126 (1:37:33 AM): happy birthday linny"


    genki genki!

  • _new layout_


    !! wut'd ya think? aside frum the hard-2-read text x__o


    Well well, all the college heads that needs 2 b off were finally all gone this past weekend. I didn't get 2 c Peter & Fred 1 last time, PUUUU! x[  Jan, I'm missin ya >___<;; Here's our final duet (the Disney ones didn't werk out =T) b4 she left. This is "Be The One" by BoA* <~~ check that out


    Guh and I personally took Gracie 2 Babson *coughfreakinbabsoncough* on Saturday into Sunday. Hoo here has ever heard of that school, pls raise ur hand!! Ô_Ô  It's wack, but hope alla u doin ok there~ ^________^  take care bebz & Bx Sci 04' heads!


    Work sucks! It's nothing I thought it'd b... and I'm TOTALLY in the wrong market fer this. v______v  I'm not sure how much longer I can/will last here, arrrrrrrgh. I didn't think there'd b so many problems in letting me over, but I guess I was wrong . Much thanks to the pplz hoo allowed me 2 practice mai presentation fer 'em . Jei! I'm gettin u that SPOON!!! x]


    Alritee, I'll b seeing u guys online now that Errc fixed mai comp~
    Three days to twenty-two  let's chill~


    ut, i thought this was the end of mai entry but i guess NNNNOT!!


    fer those hoo r "involved", below is the info u'll need... and i think u'll b getting a fone call frum a couple of h0t guys asking about Saturday as well


    Once again, thank u fer ur attention!


    Friday // 6:00PM // Flushing Library
    Casual // Sneakers// Flash Light (if u have one @ home)
    $5 and an Appetite!!


    please RSVP~ tyvm

  • Gracie's baaaqqqq~!


    Finally picked her up @ JFK after all the insanity w/John's hair-cut, our Mega Touch (#5 - GUHBJAILIN) and pplz constantly touching mai f0cked up wrist which made me scrrreeeeaaaam . I must say, it felt as if she never left~ I like it


    Went to eat lunner (lunch/dinner) @ Kane's Diner where Gracie craved fer STEAK after a month of Kung Pao Chicken & Rice. Went baq to mai house and this is how happy we r that she's baq~:
     
     
    bryan was so happy, he sprayed sum boogie on Guh.


    Here we took gracie's name cards and made it an arts & craft project... PLAYING CARDS!
     
     
    look @ gracie's kick-face diamond


    One Big Happy Family... is it?
     


    ah~ much better


    and finally... we uncovered the long lost piece of Pablo Picaso's infamous work, "El Asianos"



    (guess who that is O_o)

  • Grace-full Countdown: 4 hours and 30 minutes


    party tyyyyyme!!


    s0~ recording went otay. it was much ezier than Every Heart O_o;; but i need 2 werk on mai MANLY voice wakaka. hopefully we can get this done b4 they go off 2 bloody Bing'  Man, hoo am i gonna make beautiful music wit now?!


    slept over Mei's the other nite. went ballistic nearly staying up the whole nite (it was over 7am, that i'm sure). we did sum tarot reading fer each other... mannnnnnnnnnnnn her's was all d0odOo while mine were more fortun8... made me feel bad  v_v  it was sumthing like



    • while i werk out mai relationship w/john due to new found courage to drop the friends priority and find a job...
    • she gets her heart broken by sum stupid college dude and ends up gettin free buffet dinner frum meeh O_o (which is the up in alla this)
    • and i achieve a break-thru in science by losing 20-30lbs in onlee 4 months w/sum determination and health club membership...
    • while she finds out that a long-time friend doesn't requite her friendship @ the same lvl and betrays her (gosh darn it!! )
    • and finally... i discover that i'll lose one of mai best friends to college and distance...
    • and shih mei realizes that sum1 and her never got beyond the platonic friendship-ness.

    last nite, had dinner @ sum FJ smoked up place w/Aaron & Mikey. then went fer a walk in the Blair Witch forest where they tried 2 scare the daylites outta meeh . Grabbed donuts & iced latte! ^_____^ then went baq 2 Mikey's and watched Spider-Man 2. Kicked @$$


     


    *So while some low life monkey spunk seem to believe that my friends and I are jealous of her, I really don't see what is there to be jealous of. Once again, only kids in Africa suffering from famine would feel that of you~ So stop trying to sound smart and draw "facts" from us because while your ignorance provides entertainment and gives me a hearty laugh or scoff, my God, it is getting annoying  But then again, annoying people is what you do best.

  • Grace-full Countdown: 4 days  ^_______________^


    mai swt sexy hunnie's comin' h0me!!

    College heads r leaving soon! ahHhHhHhHhh, i'ma miss u pplz so much! the bx sci heads, the Yan's, and... well... yeah Ô_ô
    Fine, so i guess not that many pplz r going away fer college and most of 'em will b staying in the city or close-by enuff fer meeh 2 visit. So sad that the ones i wish 2 stay r leaving, but the ones (or jes ONE, rather) that stays is the one that shud get the h3LL out >P***


    The princess and I will b recording a new song 2day~ =D  Either A Whole New World or At the Beginning. I'm tha GUYYY  *wiggles eyebrows* so having a lil problem w/the beginning of Aladdin coz it's so low  =T  Hey, we can b AladLIN and JANsmine... ah hahaha, ok no v___v;;


    O, i left out a pic in the Hurricane Harbor pix... here's wut we missed >_<;;

    thaz toasted linny & freakazoid guh fer ya~


    mmm, more l8er wen i think of sumthing  xT