been busy since i came baq frum overseas~ which is kinda a gud thing and kinda not so gr8... but eh, we deal. O_o
everyday, i got 2 c different pplz, too >_< interesting...
chilled w/shirley, jan, sandy & mei on monday 2 get mei's prom accessories. then mikey's bday party w/aaron, judy, gracie, brian and grego @ springfield. that was 1 crazy party, yo.
ROFL. lots of nice memories on that nite
and mikey was bout @ his happiest st8 other than sex. heh heh heh xP*** hopefully pix 2 come >____<;;
then it was errand day w/wayne & george. then picked up mai aunt Jo frum JFK w/cousin James. and thennnnnnnnnnnnnn! the best part yet-- a great day out w/carrie
*muah* thanx, lil one, fer giving me a nice 1st half of the dayyyy x] ROXY kix a$$!!! hahaha. and thanx so much fer the heart ornament thingee!! u took so long making it fer meeh, san q ^______^ awwwe, i didn't wanna leave u 2 ur h00ters @ the end of the day, yo ='( but nevertheless, a realli realli niiiiiiice time~ 
alas, it was Linda's 21st bday party. it was velly last minute and rushed, but it still turned out ok, i guess~ we got mary, tracy, mikey, bryan, errc, d, john, wayne, ck, kiki, nel, ki, jon, and doug, and a lil bit of george, too. went 2 eat korean (bulgoki!!! xP***) and then Parliament 2 sing. MAN, we had 2 bust outta there fast, tho. OH, 1 gud thing-- i got 2 c mai #6 hot gurl!!!!!!!!!!!! xD gud lord, she's still beautiful ^______^
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reflecting on a few thoughts... save urself some time and dun read this.
Regardless of what some of you have said, I still think that I have no good justification for my negativity sometimes. In a way, you can say that it takes a lot to piss me off, but in another way, you can say that it doesn't take much to blow my fuse. Not to mention the closer you are to me, the easier it is for you to cross that line. For example, if an acquaintance made a mindless and mildly offensive comment or gesture, that's okay. But if you had done the same thing, I would be much more disturbed. Why is that? Why the double standard? And in that case, it would appear to the casual observer that "Ooo, Lin has a nice temper", but to you, it would be "WTF?!"
So the politically incorrect conclusion I have drawn and modest suggestion to you would be- try not to do that. If you have taken such meticulous steps to maintain this friendship and devoted time and emotion to build it up, why would you wanna knock it down with a careless act? Well, not knock it down, but jeopardize it... and if not jeopardizing it, then dotting an imperfection on the pristine of it all.
For me, there are always many little factors behind it all. Small but certainly not insignificant. So when you feel like you can't comprehend my anger/sadness, then maybe you should take it upon yourself to dig a little deeper. Because if the situation was reversed, I would do that for you, and you know you would want it that way, too.
That's just how I feel... and if you can't accept that, then maybe we're better off on a lesser level of friendship??
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