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  • I realized recently that I write a lot better when I am angry.


    Aside from the one time that I was trying to conceal my anger on AIM from an old friend of mine and then she turned it around and asked me, "You're not angry? Then why are you spelling correctly?". <~~ type scary


    While cleaning out mai mailbox recently, i skimmed thru sum mails i wrote wen i was either angry or dead @$$ serious... i was totally amazed (and amused, considering i lauffed out loud) @ sum of the werds i used in those letters . After being 1st stunned by my sumwut harsh words, then 2nd lauffed @ mai rarely used, therefore, silly-sounding vocab, i thought to maiself... hey, how come i dun use that werd nemore? it sounded cool if it came outta mai mouth on a daily bases.


    I don't want to be an angry writer, though. I don't want anger to be my push of correct spelling/grammar. It shouldn't be my inspiration or muse.


    I'd much rather it be love.

  • It is FINALLY DONE~!!

    Here's "The Rose" - originally by Bette Midler, remixed by Jolin Tsai and now sung again by mai 2 fav gurlz... the very talented, the beautiful... Jan Jan & Gracie~!


    [credit to Barry fer the karaoke version of song & uploading ^_^]





    Linny / Janice / Grace / Together


    Lies the seed, that with the sun’s love
    In the spring, becomes the rose


    Yah yah
    ooo oooh

    Yeah, whoa whoa whoa


    Some say love, it is a river that drowns, the tender reed.
    Some say love, it is a razor that leaves, your soul to bleed.
    Some say love it is a hunger an endless aching need.
    I say love, it is a flower, and you its only seed.


    Hah Hah
    lalala la dum dum la

    OH yeah yeah uhh
    Wooo


    (J + L
    ) It's the heart, afraid of breakin', that never, learns to dance.
    (J + L
    ) It's the dream, afraid of wakin', that never, takes a chance.
    (G + L) It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give.

    (G + L) And the soul, afraid of dyin', that never learns to live.


    (G + J) When the night, has been too lonely, and the road, has been too long,
    (G + J
    ) And you think, that love is only, for the lucky, and the strong
    Just remember in the winter whoa whoa far beneath the bitter snow
    Lies the seed that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes the rose.


    Lies the seed that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes the rose.

  • I gotta carry around a recorder w/meeh... or a cell that does recording, like guh's.
    Cuz errtime wen pplz and/or i say things that's followed by "that's going on xanga", we (well, mostly me) never remember wut they r! >_______<;;




    Old pictures fer the new year:


    Dr. Goldstein's Birthday // Aaron's B-Day shot xD


    12.31.05 - New Year Hot Pot @ Mikey's


    Goodies shopped for by Mikey & me // Prepared by Jan & me while listening to one of Aaron's life stories~



    Drew's big @$$ sake (Xmas present frum meeh) & the buncha pplz that tried it (and still w/leftover!)


    The first God-sibling battle of the new year... yes UNO! // Me welcoming 2006


    Meeting w/cHiQ tori & judy + old bayside pplz




    Off I go 2 get sum onigiris~~ so addicted!! xP***


    Ta-ta

  • Currently loving the new S.H.E album, Bu Xiang Zhang Da
    especially #5 & # 10  ^_______________________^


    also loving Mike-kun (pronounced meekeh-koon) xD

    so velvet-y s0ft~


    made by this person


    to give to this person


    as replacement if he ever goes away again




    Happy Chinese New Year of the Dog!!
    4 7 0 2 (<~~ i think)
    All the doggies watch out this year~ wear red undies
    & keep a close look on your wallet and gf/bfs


  • HE'S COMING BACK!!!


    yay~~!



    but bye bye to jan², gracie and all the other college heads. it has been a gr8 vacation w/u guys (as always), thx fer taking time out & see me, everyone (even the local-ers)! til next time, take care of yo sexy selves and i'll c u!! ^_^


    *recording finally done  pic and link will b up soon! >________<;;

  • Saturday nite out... memory game, wendy's, and Tristan & IsBULLSHIT


    but prior 2 dat, I got 2 particip8 in a miracle in the making...


    No, not child birth xP


    Before pic (always that =T) // step 1- wtf is this O_o


    step 2 - explosives // step 3 - hot & chillaxin ;]


    step 4 - almost done~!


    VOI LA ~ & topped off w/new glasses

  • Hang outs w/Guh² & Errc R Da BEST! b^_^d
    How did I ever live w/o the wit/stupidity/FUN of u guys


    Too bad mai digicam ran outta batteries (da hell, s'like they jes waste themselves sittin in da camera >=T) but there was madd DDRness frum Guh (improved!! ) and then Errc + Lina + Lisa (1 person fer each arrow ). Then onwards w/dinner hunting... unsuccessful @ Zen (TWICE ), 5 suggestions l8er we pit-stopped @ sum bojaifan place @ the tunnel in C-Town . They snacked while listening to me transl8in World Journal to 'em... frum monday, no less Ô_ô


    me: *puts down paper* Well~ the most interesting news in the whole paper is that MTA is taking over the Green line buses this year.
    errc: huh?
    me: The blue is taking over the green, like they took over the orange last year.
    errc: So what's gonna happen to the green then?
    table: ... -_-;;
    guh: It's gonna be taken over by the blue!


    After that, hit an empty Applebee's @ QC (dag nabbit) and fun on the fone a la Lisa~
    Had contravercial debate on the highway about "Harry Potter and the Lord of the Rings" (yes, like it was ONE movie).


    Finally, arrived @ TWnese restaurant on Prince/39 and ate our main course. Our w8tress sucked ass which made us all wanna snuff her . But then along came Errc's -ness... so...


    errc: Your bunny's still alive? i'm surprised!
    me: Why?! O_O
    errc: Didn't you have it for a really long time?
    me: No... i just celebrated one year w/her a few months ago
    errc: But i remember seeing her @ your house last halloween
    me: Last halloween i was @ Dz. u'r talkin about halloween 2004. i got her in november 2004.
    errc: So that's two years!
    me: Noooo, last november would be only one year. it's only january right now, you stupid *smacks arm*
    errc: Ohh, i see, so you have two bunnies!
    table: ... -_-;;
    me: This is just like the blue and the green, ya kno >=T


    the last one for the night:
    me: I use my room as storage, i go back every other day to feed my bunny and pick up stuff.
    lisa: You're just like me! i go back every other day to pick up clothes and feed my fish
    me: *turns to errc* *cough* See, she feeds her fish!
    errc: I don't wanna clean, man! (<~~ his philosophy is if he doesn't feed his fish, they wouldn't poop, which wouldn't dirty the tank, which wouldn't make them sick. but of course, starvation alone is enough) she doesn't clean her tank, she makes john do it.
    lisa: Hey, i do some work. give me some credit here!
    errc: Yeah, you clean it like once a month or something.
    guh: That's how often you need to clean it
    table: ... -_-;;


    classic

  • finally, new layout!

    alllllllllritee!!! i'm here 2 blind err1 in the new year~~~


    been kinda gloom L8ly so i figure i briten this thing up =T hope this werx!


    and i got nice pix of boys & gurlz flashing their goodies on the side scroll bar


    TEETH la!


    jes w8 til i push those fat entries down 2 next five, this page can resume its regular width again -_-;;


    [and now... happy werds frum mai old buddy]


    Mary x3s Vic: u have ne resolutions diz year?
    blue shorty x3:
    yesssssss
    blue shorty x3:
    spend more time w/mokona
    Mary x3s Vic:
    awww
    Mary x3s Vic: look at dat* dat so cute>_<
    blue shorty x3:
    r u making fun of me? O_o
    Mary x3s Vic: lolz
    blue shorty x3:
    cuz i will smack u
    Mary x3s Vic:
    oy!
    Mary x3s Vic: lol
    blue shorty x3:
    oy ni de tou!

  • 12 favorites in 2005



    1. food: Cheeseburger pizza 
    2. fashion: those fuzzy @$$ boots... tho i do not have, i enjoy lookin @ 'em on other gurlz 
    3. restaurants: Zen's Sushi!!! 
    4. celebs: Wilber Pan 
    5. tv shows: So You Think You Can Dance 
    6. movies: The Wedding Crashers 
    7. trends: XANGAaaaa once and always!! 
    8. classes: I dun do classes 
    9. things to do: watching movies, playing Super NES emul8or @ Aaron's 
    10. sayings/buzz words: DeeDeeDee
    11. vacation spots: that I went 2? NONE of 'em O_O 
    12. drinks: oh man... gotta b Difei's Special in Ten Ren Tea House b^_^d 

     11 things you learned in 2005



    1. You can never be sure of anything, even the one thing you are most confident of. 
    2. Watching Family Guy and American Dad with guys are dangerous to your hearing Ô_ô 
    3. Some friendships aren't as strong as they appear... some aren't as weak as you thought it was, either. 
    4. Just because I love DDR and I Can Boogie, that doesn't mean I do well when you combine the two x___________x 
    5. In the song "Get Low", the word "skeet" refers to men's ejaculation -_- 
    6. All the right things 2 eat and wen 2 eat 'em  
    7. I don't need an iPOD (mind over matter)  
    8. DDR in heavy mode!! ^o^
    9. I am the jealous type afterall
    10. Things about crystals 
    11. Regret is one of the hardest thing in life to live down... but an unclean conscience is worse.

     10 great parties/hangouts of 2005



    1. 4th of July Picnic / GS Competition Day 
    2. Far Rockaway Beach w/D, Ron, Barry, Mikey, Gracie, Lina & Jan
    3. New Year's Eve Hot Pot 
    4. KTV nites w/Aaron, Difei, Albert & Jackson
    5. Mikey's 21st BDay @ Sentosa
    6. November Gaming Premiere Party (KKR4 + Fatal Frame III)
    7. Hot Pot w/office pplz
    8. Halloween movie Frite Fest
    9. Spontaneous dinners w/Aaron & D
    10. Dinner & a Movie w/Eric, Guh, Qing & Lina

    9 hot topics everyone talked about in 2005



    1. Don't wanna talk about 'em again








    8 new things you tried in 2005



    1. lube... =X muwahaha xD
    2. All the ghetto 6 Flags wannabe rides in Dorney Park
    3. Fatal Frame III... and failed MISERABLLLLLLLYYYY
    4. Dissing pplz to their face w/absolute no hold backs
    5. Curling hair
    6. Midori Sour
    7. Recording 3 way harmony w/my own voice
    8. Trying hard and failing

    7 songs on your playlist in 2005



    1. Shou Fang Kai - Li Sheng Jie
    2. Milky Way - BoA*
    3. Jue Zhan Dou Shi - Wilber Pan
    4. Bust A Groove 2 - Shorty's Song 
    5. Xiao Shuo - Ah Du & Jun Jie Lin
    6. Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney
    7. Tempted to Touch (Remix) - Rupee


    6 disappointments in 2005



    1. Don't wanna bring 'em up again





    5 cool people you met in 2005



    1. Mark Yang (blue!!)
    2. Jackson Gao
    3. Alice (don't know her last name either -_-)
    4. Rony Yonamine
    5. Wendy (dunno her last name either. from Babson!)


    4 things you hated in 2005



    1. The whole January thru May part
    2. doing overtime alone @ the office
    3. small bickerings w/Grace =T
    4. MTA strike

    3 things you finally let go of in 2005



    1. Nature Godz
    2. Hating Bloomberg
    3. Parts of the past...


    2 truths you told in 2005



    1. What I did with someone
    2. How I felt about someone

    1 goal for 2006



    1. Spend more time w/Mokona

  • Aie~~


    So far, had a purtee gud vacation (not fer meeh, but it still feels like a vacation) w/errbody. Thank u 2 the pplz hoo made it gud. Thank u fer showing up and sticking by ur werds, there's nothing I admire more than that gesture. And to all the ones that r down cuz of the blasted flu thaz going around, FEEL BETTER SOON! Lemee kno if u need nething


    more l8er ^_^;;